About Life

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Was very angry on Sat.
Partly because i had to wait a long time to buy my dinner, secondly Man U surrendered so meekly to Chelsea and Wayne Rooney broke his dunno wat bone.
1915: I placed my order with the aunty, and the aunty told me that at most it will take 15 mins. I was furious, but no choice i got to wait.
1920: Saw 2 gals walking past. One was shit, the other one was looking rather ok. They were seacrching for Block 267B, i tink. Ironically they were walking under tt block without realising it.
1926: Saw a couple walking past. They were also looking for 267B. The gal was shit(Obi Wan 2), and looked like an alien from all the thick make-up. Maybe that guy should wear a specs. Or maybe they are going to have a fashion parade for aliens.
1930: Was getting impatient. Went to look for the aunty. She told me to wait, coz there are alot of pp buying. I was furious! I told her tt when i ordered, there were nobody at all. I scolded her, tink she was very pu seng wif me.
1934: Saw a few guys and 2 gals(more interested in the gals) playing badmintion. I sweared that i wld beat them 15-0, 15-0. they were shit. Really pity them to have disgraced themselves in front of the gals. Haix, wat a waste.
1940: Started to curse and swear.
1953: My dinner was finally ready. Lucky i still remembered to pay. Mocked at the aunty, "ni men zhong yu yun niang hao le." Got a rude stare frm her, almost smacked her rite hard in the face.
2000: Finally ate my dinner.
2100: Chelsea 2-0 Man U. Sianz. Went to play fifa 05.
THe End.

Still luv Snowy

Friday, April 21, 2006

Anger!!!

Recently in school, there was this Council voting thing. It has really created much sensations and has sent waves of excitement across the school. Well, that is what the 28th Student Council claimed. Ironically, i guess they were the only ones who are feeling excited.
There was this dialouge session between the council wanabes and the J2s yesterday. It turned out to be a horrendous affair, for both the council wanabes and the existing council. Questions were bombarded at a fast and furious rate. The questions were good but the answers were... BAD!!! But luckily for the council wanabes, Sandars (Got the spelling right?) was there to save their day. There was one question which I believed was a good one, about your posters dirtying the school. That would have stumped anybody. But there was no show to be seen, the question was rejected by the 'vibrant' Sandars. The irony of a QnA session.
I really do the understand why questions can be rejected and the need for the upcoming 29th Student Council to be protected. You imagine if the candidates for the up-coming elections were being protected by the government. No point, right? So if the council cannot even handle such bit of pressure, what gives them the right to be the next student council? How are we sure that they can stand up to pressure from both the students and the school?
Another thing, the council nominees seem to have problem in their GP. They can give a 5000 words essay but without answering the guestion. Their answers were far from convincing and vague. E.g. Arrange the D&D? What makes them so confident that the school will accept the proposals. They also tend to look shaky and their answers tend to be too condradictory. Future leaders.. What a joke!!!
Away from this infuriating issue. I broke my record today as I saw Snowy (nice name, rite?) 3 times today. So, I cannot really ask for anything more, can I? Then, I suddenly don't hate Sssss anymore. I find that he is a nice person, who is quite friendly. Well, I was still swearing at him 3 days ago. The irony!
Will be having a bad weekend. There is a lot of homework to be done. need to give at least a 10 pg answer for CLA. Then there is an essay to be done, plus B11 and M7 and M8. Then I also have to do AQ. Oh no! putting an icing to the cake, I just'd received the mid year timetable yesterday. The schedule is so tight that I can have hardly any time to rest. Curse the one who came up with this timetable!!
Ms Darrell seems so angry these few days, so was Mrs Tan. Wonder what got into them?
And now, I don't know how to end!? Ok then, I will end using the most primitive way.
It's getting late, will be ending here. Hope to hear from you soon. Goodbye.
With love.

Still love Snowy.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Sadists???

This Monday, Jia Sheng told me that i am a very sensitive person. I sincerely believe that I am not just a sensitive person, but a very sensitive one. Maybe my critics would call that petty, but every little things can humour me or really offend me. For example, Winson did not even tell me that he had changed his handphone number and I really feel very offended.
I still believe that NY people are sadists. They enjoy watching people in trouble or in distress and for most of the time, they do not lend a helping hand or try to make the matter even worse for the victim. I drew this conclusion from the Snowy issue. Nobody knew or even bothered to know how I felt about this whole Snowy issue. Everybody just believe that I am a plain old lunatic that longed to just see her everyday and/or that I am obssessed with her. But, this has taken alot of life out of me. Somehow, I feel depressed and upset about her being with AJ. But everybody just enjoy to see my agony and reactions as they just purposely mention this in front of me. I really E(X) comfort from my 'friends', but the most and the only thing I get is further taunting. It is very tiring to be always putting up a brave front when deep down it is really hurting and bleeding. I need somebody to just sit down and hear me talk but nobody wishes to hear me. Winson blamed me for always talking about Snowy and nothing else and Yi Cheng seems more bothered about where to go after school. The only people that need comforting are not just female, males need them too. The latter are just aren't willing to admit because they have big egos. Zhi Hao complained that I am just trying to escape from reality by refusing to admit that Snowy and AJ are a pair. I admitted and if they are that happy together then they have my blessings. But does he understand that the fairy tale I composed and acted out is just a mental barrier that I have for myself to hide my disappointment and despair? No, he just enjoy mocking at me.
Now, people might say that I am giving these much excuses to hide or even escape from the fact that Snowy is attached. Excuses? i doubt so. This is really how I feel. Jack and Chuanfa are those kind of typical friends, I suppose who would sit down and hear me nag. I believe the reason till now that I couldn't adapt to JC peolpe is because people like them are almost not in existence.
Ok, let us talk about something relaxing.
I went to the NS checup this Thursday. Very sad to have failed the urine test. Got to retake the test again next fortnight. Then there were 2 blood test. For the first test, the officer just clipped open my epidermis and extracted some blood out. Ouch! Then the officer told me that the injection later would ne nothing but an ant-bite. But curses, it was damn painful. Ouch! Ouch! I asked Qihao how was the injection and he said that it felt like an ant bite but mine was more like a snake bite and the wound was atill bleeding 4 hours later. Later i found out that the injeced spot for both Qihao and I were different. Professionals? The IQ test were more like a block test. The Physics questions were damn tough. lol.. I just bluff my way through. And if i did not remember wrongly, there was even a Primary one qn.
Life is full of up and downs really. Cannot really complain much.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

So sorie if i offended u..

Reali hope the previous blog on the criticism didnt hurt most of u..
Sincerely tat was wat i felt. dun feel too bad.. Todae, someone told me tt my comments were too harsh!? Reali, if it is, pray tell me.. Coz, i feel n blive tat i m already veri moderate in my comments le.. Dun wish to offend u all, dears.. I had wrote even more hurting comments abt 0505 lohz, lol.. Not an excuse though..
Passed the weekends without much mishaps.. Stil in one piece.. :).. Gd reason to be happi.. Stil blive i m obssessed wif snow white.. Reali hope that the aftermath wont be tt demanding and hurtin.. like wat happen durin the post era of Rabbit (Not Ren Jie's dear).. tat era was pianful and reali forgettable.. Reali took 3 whole months to recover.. N now starting to have tat feeling tat tis Snow White saga is dragging me towards tat path..
Love is a bleesings when u r in love yet the most ironical part is tat it can be real pianful too, especially if u look like shit and nobody wans u.. Sounds tat i m kinda despo, huh? Stil blive i hate AJ.. but i cant reali blame him, can i? i dun noe him, at most he is the stead of my beloved, and here i m cursing n swearing at him.. Evil???
Met, my pri sch teacher last Sat.. Mdm Ang.. blive it a not, she wil hav coffee wif my mum every fortnight.. Sounds like as if i m a bad boy? hahaz, the most i do is tat i m talkative, k? I stil ranked in the top 10 in class, k? so i m not a problem student..
Scored tink, rathe rwell for GP.. well, tats wat i blived.. Rmb last time i scored 62. yet i got a dressing down by my daddy.. OH NO!!! Tink ,he reali has high E(X) of me..Musnt disappoint him..
Ok, tink if i cont toking, i wil be deemed too naggy liaox, so wil end here.. Byez..
Still love Snow White..

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

SW in trob!!!

Today is a day of mixed feelings.
First , today I saw Snow White for a long long time. I even got to noe her bdae, lol.. But i oso got to noe tt she did quite badly for the block test. saw her n her mother mum meetin her subj tutors tis aftnoon.. Maths, chemistry physics and her Civics Tutor. Felt reali bad. i passed all subj and is still whining.. reali hope that she wont get into much trouble coz i wil b so heartbroken and sad such is my love 4 her.. obssession is the word to use liaox..
now even Jackie noe hu is precious liaox.. if not for that Winson.. (oops!!!), mayb jackie wont noe.. but 4 sure life wil b made more interesting with this new twist in 'The fairy tale of Snow White and the Outcast.' Still blieve AJ is an shole.. Curses.
Today, went home and the rain was pathetically big.. however, failed to rmb Leong n his wonderful phenomenen of the slanted rain.. lol.. went home wif morning snow.. and i oso saw her tis morning.. reali have alot of yuan wif her.. hahaz.. or shld i sae alot of yuan wif snow? lol..
stil blive tt Winson is obssessed wif his qing xiu.. kept lookin out 4 her n was damn horny.. reali cannot tahan him.. forgot all abt 53? well, that is so sad, a sad way to end a lovely fairy tale..
went home today on the bus, there was tis cursed guy hu kept tokin abt gals.. he kept braggin abt his cursed wanderful affinity wif gals.. reali cannot stand him.. wonder how his fren stand him.. hahaz..
has been a mixed day 4 me.. reali hope snow white can get herself out of all tese troub.. work hard, gal.. free tuition i can giv u if u wan.. Ya, cont dreaming..

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Change

I noe that tis entry might offend some pp. but it is notwithin my means to control it. So, a very sorry to all of those hu feel offended.
has been one year since i entered NY le. Recently i keep having this feeling that i regret coming to NY.
the teachers are not good, GP is boring, and i seem to fet nowhere in both Phy and GP. and the worst part is 05s9c. People in that class of mine do not think when they speak. THEY JUS SPEAK WITHOUT CARING A HOOT ON HOW PEOPLE FEEL. Especially the BMG, well some of them does.
And some pp coming in my clique jus come to school everyday with a black face of theirs as if everybody owe them blood. They can be especially nice to me when they needed my help and then their faces change, yet again. And every 10 words that come out from Winson's mouth, 3 are bad words. I realli sometime feel kinda pissed off, when he keep saying WTF etc. And for example in Math lecture, jackie and him can talk whole lecture long abt games, yet he can irritatingly pissed off when i speak to Yi Cheng..
this class of mine is oso very unfeelin.. kenny is one of them. talk to him on some seroius matters, he jus gives me a lame rply, 'ok lor', 'sorry lor'. that really puts me off to talking to him again..
haiz.. seem very bad of me to tok bad abt others lidat.. especially my frenz.. though i noe i m not perfect.. Eccentric, wierd, has a bad attitude, talkative etc..
So let us all give one another the chance to change for the better, shall we?